Low blow

A week ago I got an email from one of my sisters. She said our other sister had found an article about Shaun. She told me to check it out. I found it and WOW it was a low blow. Last I knew Shaun had already gone through all his appeals and had been denied at every turn. This article also had details of the murder I didn't remember hearing in the trial. To top it all off they had this huge picture of him and a tiny picture of Trisha. What the heck. It was done so poorly I thought about emailing the person who wrote it. I decided not to. I don't want to stir up any bees nest that doesn't need to be stirred. I hate being stung. This already had that stinging affect and I couldn't handle it. I got physically sick. I couldn't eat all day. I couldn't even bring myself to drink. I laid in bed all day. I cried a lot. You know how some people kick you when your down. This was one of those moments. I just could not function. My kids had the day off so I put my oldest in charge. My house was a wreck. We ran out of milk and had no food so I sent them to the store. She decided she hadn't seen me eat all day so she got me some food. I ate some of it but couldn't eat the whole thing. I ate about half. When my husband got home he said why don't you go to a movie. I took Nadia my oldest and her friend Nicolette. I went to see Karate Kid and they went to see Despicable Me. We had some candy Troy had gotten for us at Wal-mart. My head hurt so bad I was holding the skin between my thumb and pointer finger for a long time trying to get it to go away. I felt nauseous and that just got worse as I kept trying to concentrate on the movie. About halfway through I had to run out of the theater into the bathroom and I barely made it to the stall before I started to throw up everything I had eaten that day. It was a lot of throw up for so little food. Sorry to be so graphic. I am doing a little better today. Just have to take it day by day. I have to hold on to the promise God made us that Shaun would be saved when he had to face the death penalty. Thanks for reading. Here is the article if you want to see it. http://www.tulsaworld.com/news/article.aspx?subjectid=14&articleid=20100922_11_A13_ULNSbm754023&archive=yes