1 year later

1 year to the date and time of the murder I was on a plane with my mom to go to a memorial of Trisha at the murder sight. As we were on the plane I had a vision. I didn't know at the time it was a vision but after talking to many spiritual leaders it definitely was a vision. As we were on the plane I saw the streets of gold. I was looking through my sister Trisha's eyes for a moment. She was looking down admiring the street. She looked up and walking towards her was Jesus. Her eyes lite up when she saw him and she started running towards him like a child does when they see their parent. He looked at her with such love and adoration as she was running towards him he opened up his arms to her. She jumped into His arms and He spun her around like you would a child. They were so happy to see each other. He then cradled her in His arms and walked her into the Throne room. He laid her in front of His throne and she knelt down to pray. Jesus knelt down next to her and they both started to pray. It was like I knew what they were praying for. They were praying for me and everyone else in our family. They were praying for all the people she left behind and so many more.
It was the most beautiful vision I have had to date.
Later that morning we held the memorial service at the murder sight. Me, my mom, my other two sisters, some of her friends, and Shaun's mom and sister, and the detective working on her case were all there. We guessed Shaun's family showed up to make sure we didn't say anything about Shaun. There was even a news station there. I blocked them out. I shared with everyone my vision I had only hours before. After the memorial service the detective took me aside. He said "Shaun will not get away with this. I walk these grounds on a daily basis and talk with your sister to find out from her what happened. You know the scripture that says the truth will set you free. Well the truth won't be setting him free it will lock him up for a very long time." I said "I appreciate all you are doing for my sister. But that is not what that scripture means. It means the truth will set you free in your spirit so you are not in bondage anymore." He said " your right. I just want you to know that I am doing everything to find all the evidence to put him away for good." I said "thank you so much." He said "this is the most brutal murder in the history of Okahoma."
I was set to go back home after the memorial service and my mom was staying to spend time with my sister Missy. My dad was at home taking care of Nadia. I was anxious to get back. I hated being away from Nadia. The date was October 24, 1997. I got on my plane and we took off. I sat next to a really nice lady and we had some pretty good conversations. We got half way to Denver when the pilot comes over the loud speaker and says "Ladies and Gentleman they are having a blizzard in Denver we have to redirect the plane to Grand Junction. We will do what we can to make arrangements for you to stay somewhere for the night till the blizzard blows over. Then we will try again tomorrow." I must have had a look of horror on my face because the lady next to me said "don't worry I have family there and you are welcome to stay with us." I said "thank you, I so appreciate that." About 10 minutes later the pilot comes on again and says "Ladies and Gentleman we are sorry we are not able to make it to Grand Junction so we have to turn the plane around and go back to Tulsa. So that's what we did. The Airlines put me up in a hotel for the night. I was 22 at this time and it was my first time staying in a hotel by myself. I had always been with my parents before this. I felt like a fish out of water. So the next morning I had breakfast in the hotel compliments of the Airlines, got my bag and headed back to the airport. This time I made it back to Denver. I was so relieved. My dad told me of the adventure him and Nadia had going to the airport the night before. They had gone to the airport to pick up some people and almost got stuck in the snow. I think they did get stuck for a while but ended up getting out. I was so glad they got out.